01/27/07 The mormon faith

I had a meeting with my president the other day. He pointed out that he heard from an unknown source that Sammy was occasionally spending the night at my house. In so many words, he basically told me to knock it off, but I DO have my own free agency it's just that he doesn't condone that type of activity because it leads to other things. So if I know that I'm not having sex, and Sammy knows that she's not having sex and God knows that we aren't having sex, than what is the problem ? Image ? The fact that she spends the night at my house and someone sees that and knows that I'm Mormon, I'll make the church look bad or something.... I dunno.

That's very personal and downright offensive to tell someone to stop doing something, like some freakin dictatorship. I don't want anybody lingering over my head except for God. I understand that it's his job to "know thy own flock" and to correct things that need to be corrected, things that are going against the Word of Wisdom or other doctrines of the church. Sammy and I have an agreement not to have sex, not even play around because afterwards we both usually feel like shit, like hypocrites. Events & feelings that occur outside of our perceived notions of right & wrong are what cause mental pain and anguish..